Wilderness Politics Tour (Fall 2015)

I am beyond excited at this point. This tour feels like it has been created just for me, and it is actually helping with the struggle of making it through my everyday life. New Politics and Andrew McMahon in the Wilderness are co-headlining a tour... Is there anyway that could get more perfect? THE GRISWOLDS- and Lolo- ARE OPENING!!!!! It makes me feel like there is some sort of angel- or just the almighty Christopher Whitehall- looking out for me and it has given me something to look forward to. 

I know that this might be totally morbid, sound absolutely horrible, and make no sense whatsoever, but I don't give a fuck- this tour made me want to live at a time when I wasn't sure if I still had any reason to. I was in a dark place just a few hours before this tour was announced, but once it was announced I felt a weight melt off of me and I had something to be happy and grateful for. I cannot wait until October 23rd- the day they are doing their show at The Complex in Salt Lake City. 

I wrote a letter on here- that some of you may have read- that was addressed to The Griswolds, and most of it came out sounding like a cry for pity about the fact that I've never seen them in concert. Though I didn't mean for it to sound like that, it doesn't matter now that they are coming to Utah! I am now brainstorming ideas for gifts I should get them- if anybody has any ideas be sure to let me know. Right now, I'm thinking I might crochet some scarves or something for them- because it'll be cold in the fall- but I feel that may just seem really dumb to them and/or they'll never wear them. I'm stressing about this when it really isn't that amazingly important. 

They announced this tour at 10am my time, and I was watching Orange Is The New Black when I got the notification about New Politics' tweet- yes, I have notifications turned on for a lot of bands/band members. This announcement caused me to go through something I've never gone through before: I had a panic attack because I was so happy. I get panic attacks a lot, but this one was different- the best way I can explain it is that usually I feel like I am drowning, but this time it felt like I was drowning in sunshine. It was actually an amazing moment for me, because I knew that I was just uncontrollably happy. Things are getting better.